Trying this again.

Is it wrong to air your feelings or concerns? Or is only allowed when it has a benefit to others? I have strong opinions yes, but I never have hurtful intentions. I feel that I can't do self healing while looking out for EVERYONE else's feelings. What about mine?

For years I always cared about everyone else but me. For once I want to care for me, and every time I get the opportunity I seem to get shot down. I didn't think there was a wrong way to have feelings or emotions, but I could be wrong.

I thought I had all this down pact but I'm coming to realize the playing field changes with every year of age. As soon as you think you have caught up with yourself and how you deal with the world, the world takes one more turn.

I'll get it one day. Soon! Until then, I'm enjoying the most delicious banana nut muffin my lovely mother brought me at work.